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Blessed at Mauna Kea

Pu’uhuluhulu, the hill across the Daniel K. Inouye Highway (formerly Saddle Road) from Mauna Kea Access Road, is the site of a pu’uhonua (city of refuge/sanctuary) for kia’i (protectors) of Mauna Kea. A kuahu (altar) appears in the center of the photo. Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019.

Introduction

When kia’i (protectors) blocked Mauna Kea Access Road to prevent construction of TMT (Thirty Meter Telescope) in April of 2015, I was in Hilo for the Merrie Monarch Festival hula competition. Hilo was abuzz with the fight to protect Mauna Kea from being further desecrated by its 14th and biggest telescope. I did not get a chance to go to Mauna Kea to lend support, something I regretted. 

Kia’i once again came to Mauna Kea’s defense in July of 2019. I went to Mauna Kea to offer my prayers, support, and aloha. It is one of the best and most important things I have ever chosen to do.

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Background

A dormant volcano and the tallest mountain in the world when measured from the sea floor, Mauna Kea (shortened from Mauna A Wakea) is part of land that belonged to the Hawaiian monarchy until the overthrow of Queen Liliu’okalani in 1893. As ceded land, Mauna Kea is to be preserved for the benefit of Kanaka Maoli (native Hawaiian people). Federal law defines native Hawaiians as descendants of the indigenous people who occupied the islands before 1778.  

In 1998, an audit revealed that the DLNR (Department of Land and Natural Resources) and the University of Hawai’i had greatly mismanaged the University’s 65-year lease on Mauna Kea’s summit by allowing 13 telescopes to be built on Mauna Kea without developing and enforcing plans and regulations for the protection of the mountain as required by the lease. 

In 1999, the Royal Order of Kamehameha I, an order of knighthood whose members are of Hawaiian descent, asserted jurisdiction over Mauna Kea. The Royal Order declared that, in protecting Mauna Kea, civil disobedience was a valid option for native Hawaiians. In 2019, The Royal Order created a  pu’uhonua (city of refuge) at Pu’uhuluhulu, the hill across the highway from Mauna Kea, as a sanctuary for kia’i of Mauna Kea.

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When I arrived at Mauna Kea, there were two knights of the Royal Order of Kamehameha I standing at the entrance to Pu’uhonua Pu’uhuluhulu. Although a misty rain was blowing in the wind, the men wore only their suits and waist-length capes, having neither raincoats nor umbrellas. Their presence, in service and protection, filled me with a great sense of gratitude.

For the rest of my time there, I went back and forth between Pu’uhonua Pu’uhuluhulu and Mauna Kea Access Road without worrying about safety or disruption by law enforcement. Like the knights, I had no rain gear, but I was content to walk in the rain that I always considered blessing.

The weather likely dissuaded many people from coming up to the mountain that morning, so I moved around easily without having to navigate around, or be distracted by, large crowds. I tried my best to be aware of things I could only feel, not just things I could see and hear. I decided to take as few photos as possible, so I could be present in each moment.

I brought my ho’okupu (offering) to the kuahu (altar) at Pu’uhuluhulu, offering an oli (chant) as I did so. The kuahu was covered by offerings of ti leaf leis, the first layers already having dried in the sun in the past two weeks. My ho’okupu, which I made with plants I gathered at my parents’ home outside Hilo, was not grand, but I offered it with all the love and reverence in my heart.  

Kuahu (altar) at Pu’uhonua Pu’uhuluhulu. Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019.

Walking around the pu’uhonua, I was impressed by the tent community that provided food, supplies, outerwear, sanitation, education, and medical care to all the kia’i camping out in tents on both sides of the highway near Access Road. The pu’uhonua was well organized, well-staffed, clean, and orderly. I later learned that some people working at these tents would stop what they were doing when they heard the sound of the pu (conch shells blown into like horns or trumpets) summoning hula dancers for protocol (ceremonial activities) at Access Road. 

One of the groups of tents of kia’i (protectors) at Pu’uhonua Pu’uhuluhulu. Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019.

As I surveyed the tents and read signs to avoid going somewhere I should not, I spotted a pop of color in the form of a pink infant onesie…on a miniature white goat. I walked over to meet the goat and members of her human family – a woman and two young children. The woman introduced me to Mahina, a friendly and well-behaved goat. When I bent down to pet Mahina, I felt something under her onesie. “Wait,” I said to the woman, “Is this a diaper I’m feeling under Mahina’s onesie?” The woman smiled and told me Mahina is an indoor family pet, hence the diaper. 

Mahina and the two children waited patiently as I chatted with their mom, who shared with me that it was their second week on the mountain. I stood in awe of this woman and her children and thanked them for what they were doing. I knew they did not need my thanks and that they might think it was not my place to do so, but I thanked them anyway. My family has been in Hawai’i since the early 1900’s. I love Hawai’i and the Hawaiian culture, and I feel indebted to the Hawaiian people who share and preserve both. After we said our goodbyes, I thought to myself, “What a valuable experience this mom is giving her children.” 

Mahina the miniature goat in her pink onesie. Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019.

I made my way to Pu’uhuluhulu University, the brainchild of one of the kia’i who thought people could learn more about their history, land, and culture while they were on the mountain. I saw cultural practitioners, authors, and kumu (teachers) holding classes on a large space of flat rock in the soft but steady rainfall. I listened to an author read from her book on Hawaiian history, and I saw a presentation about recognizing different varieties of kalo (taro). One tent served as a classroom for small children who were so engrossed in their work that they did not seem to notice whenever the wind blew the door open.  

Back across the highway on Access Road, the prayerful and uplifting morning protocol included oli and hulas that I had never seen or heard before. Everyone was invited to participate in the oli. Kia’i reviewed the code of Kapu Aloha (acting with empathy, respect, and kindness) and the rules to follow at Mauna Kea.

The welcoming of a Hawai’i Island canoe club was particularly beautiful. After the group’s presence was announced to kūpuna sitting under the tent, the students and their kumu exchanged oli and hulas with the kūpuna, dancers, and other kia’i. After some back and forth, kia’i and kūpuna motioned for the students to come forward. The students, most of them teens, looked nervously at each other to see who would go first. It took a final directive from their kumu to get the students to approach the tent where kūpuna received them. It was a glimpse of tradition and history from the past. As a student of hula, I felt tremendously privileged to witness it.

Mauna Kea Access Road. Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019.

I saw kūpuna and leaders whom I had seen at other public events and whom I had read about for years. I had gotten used to seeing some of them in daily social media posts and news reports over the past two weeks. I saw celebrities who helped bring attention to the cause of Mauna Kea. Well known or not, all the people at Mauna Kea were making an extraordinary stand to protect a sacred mountain against further desecration in the form of an 18-story telescope that would require drilling into Mauna Kea, disrupting sacred land and burial grounds, and endangering natural resources. They were standing for the right of an indigenous people to preserve what they deem sacred.   

Kūpuna and kia’i at Mauna Kea Access Road. Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019.

There were no egos looking to be stroked for doing something difficult and brave. There were no dour faces crying, “Poor me, living in a tent in the cold and rain.” There were quiet voices, smiling faces, quick hands that offered assistance, and quick feet that carried people wherever they were needed. There was optimism. There was calm. There was resolve. I felt hearts full of deep and selfless love. I felt mana (spiritual energy) that reached back to ancestors and ancient ways and emanated from the depths of Mauna Kea itself. It was palpable and powerful. 

I went to Mauna Kea to offer prayers, aloha, and support, and I received much more than I gave.      

©Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019. 

Hawai’i’s Other Flag

A local friend who married into a native Hawaiian family gave me a Kanaka Maoli (native Hawaiian) flag. Coming from her, it means much to me. Some people consider it wrong to fly this flag instead of the Hawai’i state flag, but I find the symbolism of this flag meaningful. 

The Kanaka Maoli flag was introduced by Gene Simeona in 2001. He believes this design was the personal flag of King Kamehameha I that was destroyed by British Navy Captain Lord George Paulet when he seized Hawai’i for five months in 1843.

Simeona claims that in 1999 he met a descendant of Lord Paulet. This descendant told him the Hawai’i state flag is not the original flag of Hawai’i. This led Simeona to search the Hawai‘i State Archives for the design.

The green shield at the flag’s center has a coat of arms, which includes a kahili (feather standard for royalty) and two paddles (to reflect the canoe voyaging history of the people). 

Yellow represents the ali’i (chiefs/royalty); red represents the konohiki (they oversaw ahupua’a – land divisions – for the ali’i ); and green represents the makaʻāinana (commoners).

©Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019. 

Kapu Aloha

I’m back on Big Island (Hawai’i Island) to help my parents with a few things. I spent some time in Hilo yesterday, taking in the spirit of this area’s gentle people, something I miss very much when I’m back in Kaleponi (California).  

I returned to Hilo with my head full of Kū Kia’i Mauna (Stand Guard over the Mountain). In my mind, TMT (Thirty Meter Telescope) is Too Much Trauma for Mauna Kea. I do not understand how the environmental science behind the degradation of Mauna Kea can be ignored in the name of advancing science. Why do we seek to know all that is out there in the universe before seeking to understand what is under our feet, in our oceans, and in our air? Will future generations call us advanced and enlightened if their planet is not habitable and their natural resources are contaminated or depleted? 

I also do not understand how people who navigated by stars thousands of years ago can be called anti-science. Hawaiians studied and understood astronomy before there were telescopes on Mauna Kea. Ancient Hawaiians, like indigenous people around the world, understood that ecosystems are interconnected; they grasped the need to take care of the earth that takes care of us. All this is backed up by environmental science. So how can anyone call Hawaiians ignorant?  

Finally, I do not understand the further desecration of a mountain that Hawaiians honor as a sacred place of worship and as a burial ground. Every time I pass a cemetery that has been encroached by roads and construction, I cringe. Sacred lands have been desecrated throughout history, I know. But is this justification to keep doing it? Do we need to wonder why the protectors of Mauna Kea say enough is enough?   

But yesterday I felt some division around Hilo. Faces, looks, comments, silences… It reminded me that all local people do not have the same mana’o (thought) about TMT. I learned last night that even among my own relatives, there is not a unified stand against TMT. Some people choose not to discuss TMT to avoid arguments, following the custom of not talking about religion and politics at the dinner table.  

This morning, I learned about an incident at a pro-TMT rally in Hilo. I guess the video of a kia’i (protector) at the rally has been removed from social media. I also read about accusations of bullying from both sides – TMT supporters remaining silent for fear of being attacked, TMT opponents being called ignorant.

So, note to self. Kapu Aloha: conduct oneself with dignity, respect, and humility. Disagree, share your mana’o, hope to change minds, hope to reach agreement, but be gentle and kind in your strength and resolve. Let nothing, like alcohol or other drugs, alter your ability to think and act thoughtfully. 

Another thing on my mind is selfie fever on Mauna Kea – people who mean no harm, but who treat the stand at Mauna Kea as a passing curiosity. They want to take photos and post them just to say they were there, like Jason Mamoa and Dwayne The Rock Johnson. Practice kapu aloha toward them also. 

©Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019. 

Don’t Miss the Journey

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Akaka Falls State Park, Hawai’i Island. Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019.

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Akaka Falls, Hawai’i Island. Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019.

My family and I spent Christmas and New Year’s visiting my parents, my brother, and extended ‘ohana (family) on Hawai’i Island (Big Island). The planets had to align for several adults with busy schedules to vacation together. This blessing is not lost on me; it gets harder and harder to do with each passing year.

Aside from the minor miracle of our schedules falling into place, the experience that stands out most in my mind from this trip is not one of the new things we did. It’s something we’ve done before, although not in a while. We walked (it’s an easy hike) through Akaka Falls State Park to see the waterfalls there.

Maybe I’ve always been in such a hurry to get to Akaka Falls that I’ve raced through the forest in the past. This trip, the forest commanded my full attention. The lushness, the scale, the variety, the wildness. This was no manicured garden with trees and shrubs trimmed and clipped to perfection. This was Mother Nature with her hair down and without an ounce of product. Plants sprouting and thriving right next to whatever seeds took root next door. Vines twisting and turning on tree trunks and limbs, staking out their claim to a spot of sunshine. Moss happy to occupy spots of moist shade.

Not to be outdone by the flora and fauna as an anticlimactic finale, Akaka Falls and the smaller waterfalls offered their own bit of drama. The waterfalls were streaked with soil runoff from the recent rains. No photo-perfect, crystal clear water falling here. Instead, muddy water churning and plunging in a violent, white-bubbled torrent.

Seeing Akaka Falls was well worth the walk, but before I reached this destination, the forest had already taken my breath away. My destination was merely icing on the cake.

What else have I missed while racing toward a goal? What wonders of syncopated chaos have I failed to admire on my way to a destination? I’m already in pursuit of a major goal this new year. I hope I take in the journey instead of letting it slip by me in a blur.

 

©Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2019.

Love and Waimea Canyon

 

Love at Waimea Canyon

Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine 2018.

When I last visited Waimea Canyon on the island of Kaua’i, I saw a red padlock left on the guardrail at the viewing deck. Thinking back to the love locks left on the bridges of Paris, I immediately thought, “How romantic.” The lock’s infinity symbol and two hearts told me all I needed to know. Lovers placed the lock there to declare a love they hope will last forever.

This lone lock, with its shiny red color set against the dramatic backdrop of Waimea Canyon, left me wondering about the couple whose love it symbolized. Who are they? Where are they from? Is their relationship still strong? Are they still in love?

Meeting. Dating. Falling in love. Wedding planning. Honeymooning. The honeymoon phase. No matter the ups and downs, these are the easy stages of a relationship. The curve balls come later. Colicky babies. Ornery teens. Health issues. Emotional baggage. Financial surprises. Tragedies. Losses.

Waimea Canyon was created over millions of years. Millions. Our lives on this planet last a mere blip of time. While we’re going through rough patches in our relationships, we forget that pain and struggle won’t last forever. Love does, though. So be like this bright red lock and hang on. Create a love that lasts forever.

Happy Valentine’s Day.

©Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2018.

Got Kuleana?

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“Kuleana,” written and directed by Brian Kohne

I can’t wait to see the movie “Kuleana.” Written and directed by Brian Kohne, this movie has a message about its title, which means “responsibility”: Kuleana is a privilege, not a burden.

If you study Hawaiian history and Hawaiiana, you’ve probably heard the term, “Hawaiian Renaissance.” The term refers to the 1970’s when cultural practitioners, political activists, and kūpuna (elders) brought about a resurgence of Hawaiian culture – Ōlelo Hawai’i (Hawaiian language), hula, mele (music), traditional customs and practices, and political organization. Today there are hula hālau (schools) and dancers all over the world; Hawaiian musicians go on world tours regularly; people from around the world travel to Hawai’i to study with artists and cultural practitioners; schools include online teaching; the Hōkūle’a has completed a worldwide voyage; and Hawaiians exercise their political power with growing efficacy.

I would love to see another Hawaiian renaissance of sorts, one that inspires younger generations who cut their teeth on all things visual and digital, and movies like “Kuleana” could play a huge part in this. When you weave the past, present day, and the future together in storytelling, all kinds of light bulbs might turn on.

Set in 1971, “Kuleana” is the story about a Vietnam vet who returns home to Mau’i to protect his family, defend their land, and clear his father’s name. The movie features a cast of actors from Hawai’i, including Moronai Kanekoa, who I had the pleasure of watching in the one-man play, “The Legend of Ko’olau.” The movie won several film awards in 2017, and Willie K wrote the original score. Nuff said?

Hurry, Brian Kohne, bring your movie to northern California! We’ll get the popcorn ready.

©Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2018.

 

New Year, New Reality, Old Hope

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On Saturday January 13, 2018, my brother called me from the bathroom of his home outside Hilo on the Island of Hawai’i (the Big Island). An emergency alert warning of an imminent missile attack had appeared on his cellphone. The warning said this was not a drill and to seek shelter. The local TV station also aired the warning.

My brain struggled to absorb the information as I listened to him say that he called our parents who lived a few miles away and told them to hunker down in their bathroom. I wondered why my brother, who is not a funny guy, chose to dive into the world of pranks with such an elaborate ruse, but I played along. “So, what, the North Korean dude is gonna nuke you?” I said with just a hint of sarcasm. Instead of laughing, my brother replied, “I think so.”

“Let me get online and I’ll call you back,” I said, determined to figure out what the hell was going on. The emergency missile alert was now staring back at me from the screen of my cellphone in northern California. So this was what a missile alert looked like. All caps, but no exclamation points.

I turned on CNN. Regular programming. Nothing made sense. I ran to the backdoor and called for my husband. He was listening to a local Big Island radio station (KAPA) as he did yard work. He heard the missile alert, but when the station returned to music, he assumed it was a mistake.

We looked up to see the CNN talking head had a banner below him that said the missile alert was an error. There was no missile headed to the state where all but few of my family lived. I called my brother back, but it was only after I texted him a screenshot of the CNN broadcast that he felt sure enough to emerge from his bathroom. His text reply, “ty,” told me he could finally breathe.

My mom, 77 years young, had already heard about the false alarm and chuckled when I called her. I was relieved that she could laugh and that she and my 79-year-old dad didn’t stroke out or have heart attacks during the alarm. My mom said she packed a bag when she saw the alert on her TV. I’m not sure what to think about that.

It seemed like most of the country spent the next day processing what happened the morning of January 13th. An employee of the Hawai’i Emergency Management Agency had simply neglected to press the “drill” button during a standard shift-change exercise. Although the agency notice recalling the alert reached Facebook and Twitter, another glitch in the system delayed (for 38 minutes) the notice to cellphones. The agency has already instituted a two-person sign-off before the alarm is sent again.

The movie (in my head) plot did not occur – the Russians did not hack into our systems to get our country to fire back at North Korea under the mistaken presumption that North Korea had fired a missile at Hawai’i. But the damage has been revealed. What happened on January 13th made me think back to my school days in Hawai’i when monthly air raid sirens sounded and we all got under our desks. January 13th brought me back to the days of the Cold War when terms like “balance of power” and “detente” appeared in daily newspapers. Instead of the USA and the USSR, the players are now the USA and North Korea, with Russia looming in the background poised to act as puppeteer. And with no love lost between our country and nations around the world, North Korea might not be the only nation that could be goaded into starting a nuclear war with us.

January 13th happened. The scare was real. But I can’t live like the threat of nuclear annihilation is imminent. I’m not stupid, and I’m not choosing to bury my head in the sand. You see in the world and others what is inside yourself. I see a sane world where goodness prevails, so I have hope.

 

©Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2018.

Mea Wiwo ‘Ole (Adventurer)

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A couple of weeks ago, I traveled to Honolulu to dance in a hula show at the Neal Blaisdell Concert Hall. The show (hō’ike) featured 400 hula dancers from different Hawaiian islands, California, Montana, Canada, Tahiti, Japan, and New Zealand. The culmination of many months of planning, preparing, and practicing, the show was a celebration of Kumu Hula (hula teacher) Blaine Kamalani Kia and his 30 years of teaching. All of the dancers in the show were his students (haumana) or students of kumu hula trained by him.

None of us had ever danced in a show this big. The logistical requirements were challenging, to say the least. For dancers who were also organizers and leaders (alaka’i), the work doubled or tripled. The little sleep afforded by the pre- and post-show schedules that included rehearsals, making adornments from ti leaves, and ceremonial protocols, like our sunrise prayer service (haipule) at the beach, pushed us out of our physical comfort zones.

I’m not a natural performer. In fact, my Hawaiian name means “the reserved/shy one.” I dance on stage to conquer my shyness. Still, performing on stage doesn’t terrify me as much as making adornments from ti leaves and other plants and flowers. It takes me a long time, with many re-do’s, start-over’s, and assists from my alaka’i , to complete my adornments. Needless to say, I had some anxiety even before I boarded the plane for Honolulu. I had to work through my anxieties in an exhausted state, away from my home and routine.

The show was fantastic – a beautiful mixture of ancient chants (oli), song (mele), ancient hula (kahiko), modern hula (auana), and nostalgia. It lasted five hours, two hours past the scheduled three. We spent much of this time standing backstage, barefoot on concrete floors, waiting, and getting lined up to go on stage. Our feet, legs, and backs ached for days after.

But when it was all over and our tired and swollen bodies had recovered, we were left with wonderful memories, new friends from around the world, and a tremendous sense of accomplishment. I learned things about myself and those around me, I acquired some new skills, and I felt a teeny bit tougher.

This experience made me realize how exhilarating it was to do new things, in new places, in new ways. It made me see that I seldom willingly wander out of my comfort zone. If it’s true that people cross our paths for a reason, I met two individuals who helped me understand the importance of adventure.

On the flight to Honolulu, I sat next to a young man in his mid-twenties who was moving from California to Honolulu. He was a surfer who had visited Hawai’i several times. He had no family in Hawai’i, but he felt drawn to live there. He got a job with a local business, found an apartment, shipped his car and some of his things, and was now flying to Honolulu with two pieces of checked luggage. This young man was neither nervous nor excited, he was serene. His adventure would be as much inward as it would be outward in his new home.

On the plane back to California, I sat next to an unaccompanied minor. This poised and charming young boy, who looked eight or nine years old to my eyes, surprised me when he said he was 12. He was coming back from a visit to his relatives on O’ahu. This wasn’t his first time flying to Honolulu alone, but this time he had also flown to Mau’i for the first time to visit an uncle.

The young man and the little boy fascinated me. As someone who dreams of moving back to Hawai’i some day, I felt a vicarious thrill sitting next to someone who had the guts to pursue his dream and make it happen. As a parent of two grown children, I marveled at the young boy who boarded planes alone and flew across an ocean to visit relatives. These individuals ventured into the unknown with courage enough to outweigh their fears. Both had an aura of composure and confidence. Neither was driven by the need for attention or adrenaline.

Here’s to following the lighted exit path and leaving my comfort zone more often.

 

©Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2017.

 

 

 

Who Lives in Hilo?

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Hilo Bay, Hawai’i. Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2016.

A friend recently said to me about Hilo, Hawai’i, “Who lives here? It rains!” Hilo is a sleepy town on the eastern side of Hawai’i Island. Nicknamed “Big Island” because it’s the largest of the eight main Hawaiian islands, Hawai’i Island has eight to eleven sub-climates. The western side is hot, dry, and sunny. The eastern side is a lush, rainy tropical forest.

Chasing dreams of sunny beaches and golden tans, tourists flock to the western side of the Big Island and usually end up in the town of Kailua-Kona or in the resort areas further north. Most never bother to drive to Hilo. Hilo doesn’t have world-class beaches with wide expanses of soft, white sand. Hilo doesn’t have mega-resorts with spas and top-rated restaurants. Hilo doesn’t have tourist attractions with mile-long lines and long waits. There is a campus of the University of Hawai’i in Hilo, but it’s not a college town.

Hilo, and its neighboring towns, is country. Hilo is where the farmers market is open every day except Sunday. Hilo is where stores don’t stay open late because children need their parents after school, and dinner is not about takeout. Hilo is a place for small-town living, not posh or fast-action vacationing.

So who lives in Hilo? Kind people who don’t honk their horns at elderly drivers and who stop for elderly pedestrians. Practical people who have no need for clothes that require dry cleaning. Easygoing people who laugh easily because they don’t sweat the small stuff. Friendly people who stop their running to talk to strangers who look lost. People who will buy extras of something on sale so they have extras to give away. People who, if they were our neighbors, would make the need to get away from our stressful lives a little less frequent and a little less urgent.

Hawaiians believe rain is a blessing. All the rain that makes the Hilo area so lush and abundant with flowers, plants, and fruits and vegetables of all kinds also makes people slow down. Maybe this is why they can pay attention to one another and to the things that really matter in daily life. So maybe this is the real answer to my friend’s question. Who lives in Hilo where it rains? Blessed people.

©Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2016.

 

 

The Greeting of Love

 

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Copyright Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2016.

Punalu’u, a black sand beach on the southern tip of Hawai’i Island, is one of my favorite beaches, and I go there every chance I get. During one visit, I came across a crowd of tourists huddled around honu, green sea turtles, sleeping on the sand. The tourists kept a few feet away from the honu as they took pictures, but they were still closer than the 15 feet required by law. I watched from a distance, hoping the honu would stay asleep so the crowd wouldn’t stress them.

Close to shore, a honu peered its head above the water. Moments later another honu did the same. A receding wave revealed the first honu on the sand, and I smiled. The tired little creature waited at the water’s edge for its companion, and together the pair started their slow climb up the beach. Instantly charmed by them, I took a picture with my phone.

With the sleeping honu resting peacefully, I gave my full attention to the new arrivals. The pair could have veered in any direction on that beach, but, to my surprise, they headed straight toward me. Each time the honu got close to me, I walked back and to the right or to the left to get out of their way. I moved several times, but each time the honu changed direction and continued their deliberate walk toward me. It felt wrong to keep moving, so I stopped.

One by one, the tourists noticed the honu appearing to follow me, and I could tell they wanted to swarm the pair as they had the sleeping honu. Standing firm, with my eyes locked on the honu and the wind blowing fiercely through my wild mass of dark wavy hair, I thought, “Leave them alone.” To my relief, the tourists stayed put. With the tourists at bay, I sang “Mele Aloha” to the honu as they approached me. This song is a welcoming chant composed by the revered Mary Kawena Pukui.

Onaona i ka hala me ka lehua

He hale lehua nō ia na ka noe

‘O ka’u nō ia e ‘ano’i nei

E li’a nei ho’i o ka hiki mai

A hiki mai nō ‘oe

A hiki pū nō me ke aloha

Aloha ē, aloha ē, aloha ē

Fragrant of pandanus and lehua blossoms

This is indeed a house of lehua shrouded in the mist

It is the one that I am truly longing for

Yearning for the arrival

And you have indeed come

Arriving indeed with love

Love, love, love to you

The honu finally stopped a few feet away from where I stood. My heart spilled over with love as I gazed at the honu in wonder. The wind swirled wildly, blowing back my hair, whistling in my ears, and wrapping my body through my clothes, but never drying out my eyes. I waited until the honu fell asleep before I left them.

Since that day I have never doubted that the universe notices, feels, acknowledges, and returns the love in my heart. People may be indifferent to love; they may choose to ignore it; they may mock it; and they may even hate me for it. But the spirit of love that permeates all of creation greets love with love.

 

©Living off Island, Writing Wahine, 2016.